My own worst enemy.

Why is it so hard for me to stay focussed right now!? I need it so badly, I have so much going on right now within the next 4 weeks.

• Selling my furniture
• packing things up
• preparing our event at work which is in 2,5 weeks and I haven't really started
• finding a place where I can temporarily store my boxes
• selling the piano
• getting everything done at work so that I an go on vacation before Christmas
• Studying my 7 (!) coursebooks which I am behind.
  

But I m so tired, that's why I can't focus and because I can't focus because my mind doesn't rest, I am restless.

And I am mad at myself because I can't focus, because I go to bed late because I allow myself be distracted from the things I need to do because I come home late from work and I want to have some time for myself. And because of that I made some rules and I am going to become my own worst enemy.

I just realized that I am selfish. Selfish with myself.. Hm..

Yawn.